It is funny that I have a deadline tomorrow and I have no motivation right now. Maybe it is because no one will be done and my rushed efforts will be for nothing because our tutor will be like 'Oh you now have till next week!'
Today I have been thinking how borring life feels at the moment. I have a load of money sitting in my bank however I dont want to touch it because it is for uni, going to New York, driving and updating my Mac book.
I want to go out and have a good time but at the moment I feel like I am sitting on a fence. I am waiting around for stupid interviews for uni that I wish will come. I am waiting for the summer where I will be 18 and able to drive (I hope). I am waiting for everthing to fall into place.
I dont have a plan and it is bugging me.
I cant even go on one stupid date because knowing me I will get wrapped up in it all and I will end up going to the furtherest uni away. I dont want strings.
So yepp life at the moment is one big waiting game.
Sorry for my moaning but I want something to happen!